A little escape from work

I decided to take a break from studying. It's a miracle that I had myself glued to the chair for a few hours (It's a feat for me, really) to study Microbiology and 2 hours yesterday at Munch doing Physiology. (Yes, just what am I doing on a Saturday IN SCHOOL?) Well life's busy, homework always win but I guess I didn't waste my weekend away like how I did last week and I think I feel really satisfied with what I did (even though I'm really tired.) I have to go on to revise for quiz tomorrow too. Can't sleep yet. ><

This weather is just too alluring. Every single moment, the wind playfully comes along and daunt me to sleep, the sound of cars passing by is the symphony of the city luring me to sleep with its repeated rhythm and hums...

Alright, I really miss writing. It is just plain miserable to be unable to put your feelings down into words, turn it into something beautiful like a piece of art. I would really love to have the time to transform my feelings into the tiny details described by the wonders of individual words that would otherwise have meant nothing more alone. The beauty of language thus lies in the hands of the one who writes it and the mouth of the one articulating it.

As the buzz of the road slowly died down, another soon arise. In the peaceful night where the chill air lingered around me, the melodious sounds from the distance were pushing my eyelids. Images of peace and tranquility swarm around my head. The image of heaven filled with angels and golden white clouds. The garden path lined with pebbles of odd sizes that led me to the stream ahead, clothed with abundance of fragrant flowers that coloured the green pasture that prospered...

Butterflies danced in midair, fluttering their delicate yet beautiful wings while the birds sung proudly upon the treetops. It was like nature's musical playing out in front of my human eyes.

There I was in my tiny little dream, my little escape from reality. I shall continue with it someday. It's just completely random like who I am.

I have to get back to work now. Serious stuff before I can continue imagining that lovely scene once again.

Random blabberings

So here I am feeling much better from the cough already, but not good enough to allow me to practice the mass dance. (Annoyed) Frankly speaking, the feeling I get from not going to Sns training is pretty horrible. It is this feeling of being left out and missing out the fun. I must be one weird person to find training fun but I guess it is really because of the people there that makes the whole process interesting and fulfilling. I hope I don't have to miss anymore training cause I really don't like that feeling.

Sometimes I can't help but to agree with my Mum that I am one stubborn kid. I wouldn't learn my lesson until I experience it for myself. Well, at least I did learn something, better than nothing. Falling sick, having my 'fainting' episodes back again made me realise that the people around me really care for me and I really feel loved. Care and concern might not be really expressed from day to day but it is these incidents that let me come to the realisation that I am actually really blessed and fortunate to have so many people around me that don't see me as nothing. It has taught me to be more appreciative of what I have right now for it can be taken away from me but God has chosen to let me enjoy this privilege. :D

I've found my faith back in Christ again. I really want to thank the people who were the agent of change. Deep in my heart, I'm really glad that I'm back to the side of the lord, He has embraced this lost sheep back into his herd and is willing to continue to guide me along through my life. (:

On a side note, I'm getting really frustrated doing up my timetable cause I never ever liked the way the school format the timetable so I always make my own. On the other hand, a plain timetable really looks horrible but one with colours makes me go yucks. Well, I don't really know what to do about it. ): Guess I'll wait till I make the last edits when I request to change my EP. :P

I'll leave this here for now. <3

So hols are here. YAY! =.= Basically the routine of trying very very hard to wake up in the morning then sitting in front of the laptop trying to figure out something productive and en up reading manga and all the stuff that I was not planning to do. Trying to do the draft for the banner now. Taking a break cause I'm still pretty lost on what to do. Bleh. Sigh. It suddenly appears that some photoshop skills would be greatly appreciated. For now, I'm stuck with paint but it's good enough. LOL.

Right now it's kind of stressful. Exams are coming in a month. Look at the top right hand corner of my blog and find out that I have two other blogs. The first one was lost because I couldn't remember my account. The second one is left there because I do not want my ex to see what I'm posting so here I am, with a new chapter, a new start.

Right now I'm dead busy with my annoying mum being not understanding at all. Constantly commenting on how others could find time to work during weekends and I can't. Well firstly I ain't somebody else and my body really needs the rest during the weekends. (Not much of the rest part actually but definitely better off than on a school day.)

I'm intending to keep this post rather short cause I still have to practice my guitar which reminds me that I ought to get another tuner soon. I broke mine in about a month. How great. ):

I really ought to go to the post office soon. I wrote a letter but never had the chance to get stamps and post it. How stupid. This is really annoying me. Argh... That's all for today... A rather sleepy Monday...