So here I am feeling much better from the cough already, but not good enough to allow me to practice the mass dance. (Annoyed) Frankly speaking, the feeling I get from not going to Sns training is pretty horrible. It is this feeling of being left out and missing out the fun. I must be one weird person to find training fun but I guess it is really because of the people there that makes the whole process interesting and fulfilling. I hope I don't have to miss anymore training cause I really don't like that feeling.
Sometimes I can't help but to agree with my Mum that I am one stubborn kid. I wouldn't learn my lesson until I experience it for myself. Well, at least I did learn something, better than nothing. Falling sick, having my 'fainting' episodes back again made me realise that the people around me really care for me and I really feel loved. Care and concern might not be really expressed from day to day but it is these incidents that let me come to the realisation that I am actually really blessed and fortunate to have so many people around me that don't see me as nothing. It has taught me to be more appreciative of what I have right now for it can be taken away from me but God has chosen to let me enjoy this privilege. :D
I've found my faith back in Christ again. I really want to thank the people who were the agent of change. Deep in my heart, I'm really glad that I'm back to the side of the lord, He has embraced this lost sheep back into his herd and is willing to continue to guide me along through my life. (:
On a side note, I'm getting really frustrated doing up my timetable cause I never ever liked the way the school format the timetable so I always make my own. On the other hand, a plain timetable really looks horrible but one with colours makes me go yucks. Well, I don't really know what to do about it. ): Guess I'll wait till I make the last edits when I request to change my EP. :P
I'll leave this here for now. <3
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